Im kinda high so i’m gonna type this long ass shit no one will read but hey, I know everyone hates heartbreak but like
it’s all fairly interesting. heartbreak, disappointment, pain. pain gives you a new perspective. it places you inside an uncomfortable, restrictive, hurtful ass box-but from inside that box you get a brand new view of what’s around and inside you. through my heartbreak I came to realize there’s no sense in *fighting* pain, that’s a battle you’ll always lose. instead, let it do its thing. cry, take some isolated time, let it clear you out. YOU DONT HAVE TO KNOW ANYTHING OR HAVE A PLAN FOR A WHILE!!! YOU DONT HAVE TO FIND NEW EXTERNAL LOVE!!! none of that shit. we’re so quick to look for something to grasp onto while we’re hurting, that we catapult ourselves into deeper bullshit while our wounds are still fresh. HEAL, ALLOW YOURSELF TO HEAL. slowly build yourself up and eventually start your healing process full force AT YOUR OWN PACE. time doesn’t slow down for anyone-true-but there’s no sense in spending empty time. the value of time is in the amount of energy you spend throughout the years, not the amount of years you live spending energy. you’ll catch back up to the speed of time, or even transcend it. peaceee 🌳💚🌳
